| Rainy Days |
[Sep. 5th, 2006|04:42 pm] |
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So..its raining again. We had one nice day with no rain what so ever....and now its back again. But its only supposed to be today and tomorrow, so thats not bad I guess. I had dinner last night over Kenj's and then just chilled with her for a little bit until Lauren came to say goodbye. She left to go back to school this morning. It kinda makes me sad that she's left. I've become really close to her this summer. From the time I took her to her interview, to yesterday, I felt like I was a father figure to her. I felt like she was my little daughter. She came to me when she had problems with her boys, or just when she had problems in general. I know she'll be back come summer, and winter break too..but it still just sucks. So anyway, after that I went to Adam's and we watched the Ringer. Funny funny movie. Well, I guess thats all to talk about right now. |
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| Super Size Me |
[Sep. 2nd, 2006|11:32 pm] |
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Ok, so I just watched Super Size Me. For those of you who might not know, its a documentary by this guy named Morgan Spurlock. Basically, the story behind it is that he eats McDonalds meals, and only McDonald's meals, for an entire month. That McDs for breakfast, lunch and dinner. He cannot eat anything else for the entire month. If McD doesnt sell it, he can't eat it. Throughout the month, you can see the toll that the McD's begins to take on him. I 5 days, he gains almost 10 pounds. That is crazy. By Day 21, the doctors that are advising him during this experiment are telling him to stop because he is literally killing himself. Now, I dont eat McD's anyway, because for the longest time whenever I eat it, it makes me sick an hour later. However, this has gotten me thinking. Our world really is becoming fatter and fatter. And Im a part of it. All these fatty foods are not good. I am seriously thinking about changing the way I eat. I have decided that Im going to cut out fast food. If I do eat it, it will only be once a month. I going back to the no soda drinking kick that I was on before. I think Im also going to try and cut out red meat as well. Only chicken, seafood, pork and vegetables. So, yea...if you really want a movie to make you think, I recommend Super Size Me. |
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| New laptop so time for an update |
[Sep. 1st, 2006|11:11 am] |
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Yup..I got a new HP pavillion laptop. And..so I guess its time for an update. Things is...theres been so much thats happened, that I can't remember it all. Umm I got in a car accident a few days after July 4th. Kenj, Rj, and I were fine, but my car on the other hand...was totaled. No more cavalier. Buuuuutt...I got a new truck, Dodge Dakota..so its all good. Umm...the other day was 8 months with Kendra. It has been the best 8 months of my life. Never have I been happier. I know theres more, but I just dont feel like writing it, or thinking of what it was...So...I guess thats all for now. Im gonna try and write more in here again. Use it like an actual journal to display my thoughts and feelings. |
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| Bored So i took these from Bry |
[Jul. 1st, 2006|02:05 pm] |
| You Are Olive Green | 
You are the most real of all the green shades. You're always true to yourself.
For you, authenticity and honesty are very important... both in others and yourself.
You are grounded and secure. It takes a lot to shake you.
People see you as dependable, probably the most dependable person they know. |
| You Have A Type B+ Personality |
You're a pro at going with the flow
You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer
A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.
While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.
Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done
You're passionate - just selective about your passions |
Your Inner Blood Type is Type A
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You seem cool and collected, though a bit shy.
You are highly driven and a perfectionist, but that's a side you keep to yourself.
Creative and artistic, you are a very unique person who doesn't quite fit in.
People accept you more than you realize, seeing you as trustworthy and loyal.
You are most compatible with: A and AB
Famous Type A's: Britney Spears and Hilter
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| Time to update |
[May. 16th, 2006|12:42 pm] |
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Ok...so I havent really kept up with the whole updating thing like I said I was going to..well guess what...TOO FUCKIN BAD. Anyway, things arent really all that different. School actually went really well this semester...of course I only took one class, but hey. Ha ha. Things with Kenj are great. Everyday I can't believe that I can possibly love her any more than I already do...but I do. And, this is a record..almost 5 months with her. Other than that...nothing new really to report |
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| Time to update and try and start using this thing Again |
[Mar. 15th, 2006|03:33 pm] |
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Alright, so I was lookin at Molly's and Bryan's LJ's and it got me thinking...when was the last time I updated mine. So I looked, and it was August..then end of August to be exact. Wow...alot has happened since then. SO...here we go trying to remember it all....If not all, then well, the most important things that have happened.
First...I am now 21 years old. At first, it didnt feel any different. I still work at Shoprite, I still go to Mercer, I still live at home. Same friends, same life pretty much. I didnt feel any different being 21. However, now...Im starting to feel different. Im starting to mature alot. I don't care what other people say anymore, and I don't try to impress people as much as I used to. I am me, and if you don't like that, well, then....go fuck yourself. I got so tired of trying to make everyone like me, that..I didnt like myself. But enough about that....
....Back to the Birthday. So, my 21st birthday was awesome. The week before my friends filled my car with balloons, and then wrapped it in wrapping paper, and made little candles with balloons and paper towel rolls and decorated my car. Then the night of my birthday, they threw me a surprise party. Laura and Kenj were the primary ones who put it together. It was an awesome party. Ha ha, I however was passed out by 1230 because I took shot after shot of Goldslager...which I can no longer stomach ha ha. I must have taken about 4 shots in a half hour period. So yea..the party was pretty awesome.....
.....Also within these months, I have grown closer to a few people. Me, Heath, Adam and RJ have become great friends. The four of us are almost always together, and we are known as the Dead Horse Heads. I never, ever saw me and Rj becoming close friends. For awhile there, I didnt hate Rj, but i greatly disliked him. SO for me and him to be as close as we are now...is a great shock. But I am very happy that we have become so close. He is a great friend. I have also grown quite close to Molly now. We have a litte chat chit session once a week where we get together and just talk about whats new....
.....Sadly, I've also grown apart from a few of my friends in these past few months. For instance, Bry and I used to be super close. The past two summers, we were always togther. If he was somewhere, I was almost always not far behind. However, this school year, we've kind of grown apart. Its no ones fault really..hes busy up in North Jersey with school and work, and his apartment, and Im busy here in Bordentown with the same. But I really do miss him. Yea, we talk every now and then, but nowheres near how we used to.....
.....Enough about that though, on to the most important thing that has happened since the last update, and also the best. My dream has finally come true. After two years of liking Kendra, I am finally with her. December 29, 2005, me and Kenj started dating. As of right now, it has been about 2 and a half months, and these have been some of the best months of my life. She makes me so happy, and I make her so happy. This is also the best relationship I have ever been in. No more immature slutty girls who care nothing about me. I have the girl that I have always wanted, a girl who treats me with the same love and compassion that I treat her with...
....So, I think thats about it for now. Thats everything thats gone on since August. I'm gonna try and start using this like I used to, but who knows if I will keep up with it. Im not online as much as I used to be. |
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| Live life a day at a time... |
[Aug. 4th, 2005|11:10 pm] |
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"Live life one day at a time, and worry not about what may be..but enjoy what is."
I dont know if this quote was ever said by anyone..but it is a quote that Im saying right now..So if no one has said it before..then I'm takin credit for it. Ha ha.
Anyway.. some stuff has happened tonight. Lisa and I had a talk...and we've decided to just be friends right now. To be those friends, that when people see them together, they are always like oh those two should go out..they'd look good together. She's just got a lot goin on right now..and so we decided that we are just gonna be friends, and see where things go from there. Maybe a month down the road, when shes settled in school and all, we can try to start something then. Who knows? We decided that we are not gonna stop hanging out, and things are gonna be mostly the same, except we wont kiss anymore...which is gonna be hard at first..She was scared that Im just gonna leave, and not want anything to do with her anymore...not hang out..not text her anymore..not come visit her at work. I told her that she was incredibly stupid for even thinking that, because Im not going anywhere. I told her that even if nothing ever happens between us...we will still be friends and I will always be there for her. So..yea...I guess thats it...just gotta take things as they go, and see what happens with her. I really care about her, and hope that things eventually work between us. But..what can you do. |
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| Cant think of a good title |
[Jul. 24th, 2005|04:54 pm] |
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So..things seem to be going really well with Lisa. She makes me really happy :) Its like she knows things without me even telling her. We were just chilling the one night, and she starts playin with my hair...I didnt even ask, she just did it. I LOVE WHEN PEOPLE PLAY WITH MY HAIR!! Then one time we're standing there and shes starts scratching my back. I LOVE WHEN PEOPLE SCRATCH MY BACK!!! She just seems like a really sweet girl...nothing like the girls I've had things with before. She is so nice, sweet, and fun to chill with. I really really hope things work out between us. We've been chillin alot lately..watched Dane Cook's DVD the one night..hilarious that guy is. "Ummm..hello?.....ha ha Start your day the holy way with Christ Chex. ha ha" |
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| Life is so funny sometimes |
[Jul. 20th, 2005|12:32 am] |
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It really is funny how life can be so weird at times. So....I went about 9 months or so now...without any type of a love life or anything that resembles one. Then, I tell Kenj how I felt about her, and its like doors open up.
First, I meet Heidi at Marketplace. She seems like a cool girl. Funny, nice, thought there might be something there. We went to molly's party together, chilled at applebees the one night, cuddled....then I ask her to go to a movie, says yes, then the day of the movie, tells me she doesnt feel good. Ok...I'd believe it, but she seemed a little bit sketchy when she was tellin me this stuff. I tell her to call me..never calls. So...I don't know. A little to schetchy for me....
Then today, Kendra calls me and tells me that someone has a crush on me. Lisa from work. Im kinda surprised...cuz Lisa is a cute girl..and just doesnt seem like the type of girl who would like me. So..we hung out tonight..just drove around and whatnot...talked and stuff. She seems like a really nice girl..so..we'll see where this one goes. Hopefully turns into something good.. |
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| Dont know if anyone reads this but... |
[Jul. 8th, 2005|09:43 am] |
Well, I know I haven't used this in awhile, but I don't know, I decided to use it right now. A couple things have been going on lately. Well, first, after Bryan's BBQ sunday, I realized that I need to get over Kendra. I need to realize that she doesn't like me that way, and that all we will ever be is just friends. And believe me, that is fine with me. I'd rather have Kendra as a friend, then have her as nothing at all. I cherish the friendship we have, and the siblingness we share. She really is just like a sister to me. So, I decided that the only way for me to start the process of getting over her..is to tell her how I feel. I pretty much knew that she knew how I felt, and I also knew that she didn't want anything more than friendship. But, I never heard it straight from the mouth, so I've always had this..what if kinda feeling. So I decided to tell her, so that way I could here "no" straight from her mouth. So Monday at work, I decided to tell her. One of the biggest things that worried me about telling her though was I seriously afraid that things might get awkward between us. Luckily, they haven't. So I am extremely happy about that. So now, I just have to work on getting over her. Its a shame that there couldn't be anything more, but that is life.
Now onto other news. I worked at the Marketplace Shoprite the other day for extra hours. I was kinda....not nervous, but sort of like it, and since I can't find the word to describe it, I'll just use nervous. Anyway, I was nervous because I didnt think I would like it. I didnt know anyone so I figured I would just work, not talking to anyone. Luckily, it wasn't that bad. It's actually pretty nice there. And...I met this girl named Heidi. She was really nice and funny. She was about the only one who actually tried talking to me. We worked for the rest of her shift together. Turns out, she knows alot of people from B-Town. Anyway, I ended up getting her number, cuz she was supposed to go to Applebees later that night. So the next day, after chillin with Chris, Shell, and her sister Flu, I came home. Not five minutes or so after I got home, my phone rings. I thought it would be Allie or Chris or someone, but no...it was Heidi. I was kinda surprised. She said she was bored and I was kinda bored too, so we went to Walmart and Kohl's and just walked around and chilled and talked. Now here's the thing. I think I might like Heidi...but Im not sure. Her personality I find to be attractive, and sometimes I find her looks attractive. But, I don't know if its true, or if it's just because Im trying to get my mind off of Kendra. So, I think I'm just gonna try and not let myself get caught up in anything stupid. Just let time be, and things go as they may.
Other than those two things, nothing else is really going on. I have great friends who without them, I dont know where I'd be in this world. They are my life. Life is good. |
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